I did a few doodles after a very unproductive day. Animation day and sorting the forum tomorrow and Tuesday and Creative Writing on Thursday. Am I excited? Yes, yes I am!
Going Back I tread the halls and find myself uncomforted, the walls the same, the tools the same, the fools still un committed, the ghosts of my past and present arrive, imagined or real I struggle and strive, with the world the same and it's people shallow, to find my comfort, I can't. It's hollow. **** I met the Yorkshire Poet on Tuesday called Ian McMillan and he was fantastic, so I wrote this in response to the last few days.
It is very interesting that despite my animation career I have stumbled upon the road of writing, and it has in the past few months made me struggle in knowing how to define myself when asked. Even the term "define myself" seems a little melodramatic, but as an ex student who's been asked quite a few times whilst serving coffee's what I do I stumble on how to reply. I'm not specifically a writer (yet) due to never being formally trained and of course the lack of publishing credentials don't help. Artistically, despite the last six years I've spent training in drawing and animation I only feel now that the drawings and scribbles I do are only really for me to visualize the color or a character I'm trying to portray through words. In my heart I would like to say that I'm a director without the spine, an artist without the skill and a writer without the credits, so I guess that defines me simply as a "creative". Someone who loves to crea...
It's white in here. Clean. Mummy said we were going to a wedding but we're not at a church. Daddy looks tired, he's working a lot lately and my friends who are getting married are in another room. We're waiting to see them. I think Keith was crying, I didn't understand why. He's getting married today. Maybe that's why he's upset because this place isn't a church. It's got ladies in white everywhere. I don't remember seeing them at a church. Ages later I sit with Mummy and Daddy drinking tea. I love tea, with lots of sugar. Dad's good at making tea but this isn't nice. I almost burnt my tongue on it! I really want Keith and Faye to be with us, but they're not. I don't know why not.Someone comes over to Mummy and daddy. They are talking. The lady in white looks really sad now as she does. I don't get it. I asked mummy. “Mummy,” I said “Where is Keith and Faye? What happened?” “Oh sweetheart...” She said to me, “F...
Loving that guy on the right! Great stuff!
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